it doesn't feel the same without you here I keep going to ring you and see if you need anything and realise I can't ,I still wake up in the morning and check my phone to see if you've rang,I miss you so much it doesn't feel real I still keep expecting someone to tell me they got it wrong,you was strong all through out this horrible illness, you never complained always just got on with it and kept on going what did you say to me, im not one of those people who lays down and feels sorry for there self I just keep going,every one who had contact with you from nurses to Drs all said how strong you was and how you had beat the odds and what they had expected.but they didn't know you like I did I knew you would keep going and fighting on,im just thankful you where in no pain and drifted off peacefully to sleep. I'll never forget you and you will live on in my heart forever along with all the special memories I have of you,im certain so many people have a memory of you even if it be one, you always had a way to make everyone laugh and smile and for that alone you will never be forgotten,you really where one of a kind,every where you went you always knew someone and had a story to tell and usually one that would make us all laugh.i know will meet again one day untill then sleep peacefully love you always emmaxxxxx